ONE GUY

Okay, so there is this one guy,I dreamed about as a little girl; That perfect date I imagined: That guy I pictured the perfect wedding with. That one guy that my father hated Just because he knew in his heart there was no other reason to hate him

He became that one  a boy I had a crush on in high school.

He sat in the seat behind me in geometry with the most baffling essence about him. We had talked on and off and he was a kind listener, but never did I think we would be together. One day came once when we had gotten close and I allowed him to drive me home from school. We hung out there at my house until my younger sister got home and then we took her to the park to play Frisbee. He stole my heart that day in how he interacted with her, and when we got back home I turned from laughing and watching her run into the house into the most amazing kiss. His mouth was small and tender on mine and it just stole away my breath. His kiss was gentle, compassionate, warm and inviting... Not the usual rough, urgent, needing, demanding, and controlling kisses I had been used to receiving from others. No, this kiss was far different from all the others. This was a kiss of adorrance, admiration, amazement... its hard to describe but I can still taste it to this day. We got closer from then for a month then we drifted apart. I was heartbroken but was never bitter about it. I kept him in my heart and all the memories of the time we spent but I had moved on with my life. Soon enough we were near strangers again, going about our own lives, nearly as if nothing ever existed between us.
 A few years passed and He had enlisted into the Marines and I had moved out of the state. While on summer vacation I had went back home to my mothers house. While i was there, I found him on Facebook. I added him, wondering if he would have remembered me. Within a few days, I received a message clarifying that he remembered, which I was grateful to discover. :) It didn't take us long to catch up with one another nor did it take much longer to get back to as close as we where before we drifted apart. I was with a boyfriend and he was engaged but I was just content with being able to talk to him again. A point in our conversation revealed that we both had strong feelings for one another, but we were happy where we were and weren't willing to compromise that. More time passed and I ended up engaged with another guy that I had eventually moved in with. He was still with his fiance and toward the ending of my engagement, i had told him i wished it was me in his arms. He agreed to the same. I clearly still loved him. I wanted to be with him but i was not going to push the issue, sense i was with someone and so was he.
 When My fiance had left me, This Guy was the one I had talked to about it. he made me feel at peace with it and reassured me that he was always there for me to talk to. I fell in love with him all over again in this time and didn't really realize it. When the tables turned and it was Him venting to me about his ending relationship,

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it threw me for a loop. we were both single and free to be with each other, but neither of us made the move. I was beginning to wonder if he really did want to be with me and had started to decide that it wasn't going to happen until I messaged him one night, about my ex fiance, needing to vent to someone, and as always he was there for me. only this time, he had a proposition. He promised to learn how to love me the way I needed to be loved. That he would never leave me, and that wed work on being friends before anything. He promised me he would do his best and it was up to me to make the decision. I told him i had to think about it and he had said take all the time you need. So i waited, and i pondered on it. a month or two later, after talking as if we were together, I decided to say yes. YES! That must have been the craziest, yet best decision i have made. It was as if he released his restraints of his love and broke the Damns, flooding my world with the gentleman he was within. It was as if sitting in a pitch black room for ages and then someone shining a light in your eyes. It nearly blinded me, but i embraced it. Sadly physical connection is not available sense he is stationed in Hawaii with the marines and I am living with my grandparents, because if it was, I would have smothered him in a hug. But thankfully, one day, that will come to pass. and I could once again taste that indescribable kiss i mentioned earlier.
That ONE guy I never thought Id meet let alone be with...well
He is the best boyfriend I have ever had. I love you DAKOTY :)